Amber's Journal

10:55PM

acousticage: if it werent for the sun
acousticage: you'd be the hottest thing out there!

4:24PM

i think i want my dreads back... or what i had of dreads back........ APRIL!!

3:01PM

I GOT MY FUCKING LISENCES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KAUDFHIUAWEHRIOASHDFKLJAHDFJKAGHSIDUAWIOETH

8:13AM

fill this out about me please
[Am I...]
[x] Am I cute?:
[x] Am I hot?:
[x] Am I sweet?:
[x] Am I crazy?:
[x] Am I loveable?:
[x] Am I funny?:
[x] Am I annoying?:
[x] Am I psycho?:
[x] Am I daring?:
[x] Am I a good person?:
[x] Am I sexy?:

[Would You...]
[x] Hug me?:
[x] Miss me if I was gone?:
[x] Listen to my problems?:
[x] Hug me if i cried?:
[x] Be a good friend?:

[Would You...]
[x] Ever go out with me?:
[x] If you already have would u do it again?:
[x] Kiss me?:
[x] Have rough sex with me?
[x] Marry me if u could?:

[You Think You Know...]
[x] When's my birthday?:
[x] How old am I?:
[x] What school do I go to?:
[x] Do I have any siblings? Names?:
[x] Who is my most current ex?:
[x] Who is my best friend?:
[x] Who am i crushing on/dating?:
[x] Favorite animal?:
[x] Favorite sport?:
[x] Favorite TV show?:
[x] Favorite song/songs?:
[x] Favorite music group?:

[If You...]
[x] Give me a new name, what would it be and why?:
[x] Hook me up with someone (real), who would it be and why?:
[x] Do one thing with me what would it be and why?:
[x] Drop me one piece of advice, what would it be?:

[Last Questions...]
[x] What do you love about me?:
[x] What do you hate about me?(seriously):
[x] What is my best quality?:
[x] If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:
[x] What is your honest opinion of me?:

so my dad freaked out this morning fucking lame. whatever i hate him oh well. laurens picking me up at 10:20 way excited i heart hanging out with her. hehe.
blah study hally boring

1:05PM

i just got another letter from keith. which made me ball like a fucking baby. i miss him sooooooooo much its not even funny i dont know how to explain it. he gets a cell phone in june though so i can call him whenever i want and then he comes home in september how great is that? im so excited its not that far away right? right.
oh my god i love him so much!!!!!

6:19PM

so today has been rather interesting. my moms on her way to pick up krystle to stay over here til sunday yay that makes me happy. me and my brother are fighting once again erghh thats just making me more and more mad. but i did get all my laundry done today which is good cause ive been blowing that off for awhile.
ok so me and april are fighting and ive been trying really hard not to shit talk her but i cant take it anymore.
i love how as soon as we start fighting she makes up with crystal right away even though she cant stand crystal and shit talks her constantly and says she cant stand her anymore and never wants to talk to her again or deal with all of her bullshit and lies. but hey im not there who does april have to hang out with.
she thinks i broke her belt that i borrowed sorry dear i definetly did not i just wore it yesterday and wasnt ripped if it was i would have told you so i dont know what the fuck your talking about or how it go ripped.
im sorry but aprils just a pain in the ass. if she doesnt get her way or you dont jump to what she wants she freaks out. sorry i disagreed for once and i tried not commenting on it and keeping my mouth shut just talking to other people about it and to bad she finds out and freaks whatever i dont care. be mad at me i dont need you anyways.
anywayssss tomorrow im going shopping with taelor for a shirt for saturday then me krystle nora and noras friend are going over to marky and daves to hang out and what not. saturday (hopefully i get a hold of chelle.. call me if you read this 2280710 / 6521332) going up to endface in niagara falls so that should be fun.
krystle time. bye

4:12AM

im drnk right now dont know what sgoing on dont know what happened tonight mayb tomorrow ill remeber bye

6:05PM

i had to post this
kate: u know they should really not call it cherry popping im gunna make up a new name- The Painful Orgasm... nah i guess cherry popping works noooo torture pop. it sounds like an erotic lolipop flavor

7:54PM

KLM2700: this is my new motto for guys
KLM2700: dont fuck with me or ill eat your dick off

4:48PM

lauren is seriously amazing :)
xlushrazorlinesx: imso glad you didnt move cjicken!!
xlushrazorlinesx: *chicken
prettypinkstar22: me to im so happy to be in buffalo
xlushrazorlinesx: me too
xlushrazorlinesx: *kisses*
xlushrazorlinesx: wait
xlushrazorlinesx: *licks*
prettypinkstar22: hahaha so good

12:11AM

so one day i think taelor needs to be hit by a bus or train or maybe a car im driving. really. i seriously dont get how some one can go thru live being as brain dead as she is. you can come out and be as straight forward as possible and she still wont understand a word your saying.
now im childish and a drama queen and a liar and a whore and a million other things that im sure she will come up with just wait im calling it all right now but thats fine. but anyone that is friends with this girl needs serious help.
marc use to be the greatest guy i use to talk to him every single day and spend every single weekend there. he meets taelor she moves in there after what 2 days of knowing her and a month later they say i love you. bullshit you can not fall in love that fast first of all. now marcs i remember on new years you couldnt even walk thru the place because of so many people being there thats how it always was. marc would come out and talk to everyone and get along with every one. now no one likes taelor and everyones getting kicked out cause taelor has drama with everyone. marc tries to please taelor so marc is hidden in the room away from everyone cause taelor will bitch go fucking figure. lumber moves out/is moving out. way to lose your best friend marc. i was there saturday and it was mike marc taelor crystal chris and two other people come on now. but hey marcs changed for the good. as taelor says and i love how her stories change to fit her different lies of every other night.
so me and marc arent friends anymore sweet. fine by me. i dont need him if hes gunna give up his friends for taelor who isnt even that pretty in the words of dragan "shes not as pretty as she tries to come off"
taelor your alittle fucking cunt and need to grow the fuck up cause everyones sick of your shit. you and marc can live in the fucking closet alone together cause no one wants to deal with your shit

sorry everyone else i just had to get that off my chest.

Current mood: bitchy

11:46PM

MASSACHUSETTS
BYE EVERYONE!

3:29PM

march 31st i take my road test at 10 am!!

7:04AM

my hairs all fucked up i think im gunna wash it out when i get home today..

11:56PM

new screen name... xstrokeit716x

1:53PM

MILTON SAYS HE WANTS HIS STAPLER BACK LAUREN!!

7:59PM

3:14AM

neverforgetupaul: jesse ran full speed into our nieghbors minivan
neverforgetupaul: it broke sumtin
prettypinkstar22: hahahahha what? why?
neverforgetupaul: we ran like hell it was so damn funny
neverforgetupaul: a dare
prettypinkstar22: hahahahhaha oh man
neverforgetupaul: we play a ga,me called dare or stick
neverforgetupaul: u either do the dare
neverforgetupaul: or get hit by a stick
prettypinkstar22: haha nice

haha oh man to funny.
sat home tonight and did a whole lot of talking with krystle. it was nice. i wasnt really in the mood for going out. im alittle tipsy right now southern comfort cherries. very yummy

3:48AM

01. When did we meet?
02. How did we meet?
03. Have we ever met in person?
04. Have we ever talked on the phone?
05. Have you ever seen me cry?
06. Have you ever seen me dance? Was that scary for you?
07. Describe me using three or less words.
08. If you could spend a day with me, what would we do?
09. Have we ever gotten in a fight?
10. If you could give me a present, what would it be?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Would you kiss me?
13. Would you sleep with me?
14. What do you REALLY think of me?
15. Do you trust me?
16. Do you know something about me that no one else knows?
17. Do you even know how old I am (without looking at my LJ profile! Don't cheat!)?
18. Anything you wanted to tell me but never got a chance to?
19. Ever dreamt about me?
20. If you could change anything about me, what would it be and why?
21. Where should I move next?
22. close your eyes...when you think of me whats the first thing that comes to mind?
23. Were you honest in filling this out?

12:24AM

Last time you
[ Had a nightmare ]: umm its been a long time
[ Said "I love you" and meant it ]: umm this morning when talking to kyle.
[ Ate at McDonald's ]: a month maybe?
[ Dyed your hair ]: sept.
[ Brushed your hair ]: maybe 2 hours ago or so
[ Washed your hair ]: last night
[ Cried ]: yesterday
[ Called someone ]: gordy about 10 mins ago
[ Smiled ]: about 5 mins ago
[ Laughed ]: maybe 5 mins ago
[ Talked to an ex ]: 2 hours ago when tony called

Do You
[ Smoke? ]: to much
[ Do drugs? ]: some times
[ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]: not really
[ Have a dream that keeps coming back? ]: nope
[ Play an instrument? ]: attempting to learn bass
[ Believe there is life on other planets? ]: uh sure
[ Remember your first love? ]: uh huh
[ Still love him/her? ]: eh
[ Read the newspaper? ]: not really
[ Have any straight friends? ]: yes
[ Consider love a mistake? ]: nope
[ Like the taste of alcohol? ]: oh yes
[ Believe in God? ]: no
[ Pray? ]: no
[ Go to church? ]: no
[ Have any secrets? ]: nope krystle knows everything.. same with kyle
[ Have any pets ]: a million cats and a dog
[ Talk to strangers who instant message you]: of course
[ Wear hats? ]: sometimes, i have my brothers visor on now
[ Have any piercing? ]: ears
[ Have any tattoos? ]: want one, getting one
[ Hate yourself? ]: sometimes
[ Have an obsession? ]: yes
[ Have a secret crush? ]: nope most people know
[ Collect anything? ]: no
[ Have a best friend? ]: yes many
[ Like your handwriting? ]: hate it
[ Have any bad habits? ]: plenty
[ Care about looks? ]: not all the time
[ Boy/girlfriend's looks? ]: to a point but i dont push it
[ Believe in witches? ]: uh sure
[ Believe in Satan? ]: uh sure
[ Believe in ghosts? ]: nope

Current:
[ Dress ]: blue jeans. independent hoodie and a visor im sweet hahaha
[ Mood ]: bored. impatient
[ Make-up ]: eyeliner
[ Music ]: zac maloy
[ Taste ]: pepsi
[ Hair ]: ponytail
[ Annoyance ]: krystle.. and trying to get gordy to answer his cell phone
[ Smell ]: pears
[ Thought ]: why i have a sudden huge bruise on my wrist
[ Book ]: nothing right now
[ Fingernail Color ]: nude
[ Refreshment ]: pepsi
[ Worry ]: what the next week and a half is gunna be like

Last Person:
[ You Touched ]: umm krystle when we were fighting each other
[ You Talked to ]: april
[ You Hugged ]: kyle
[ You Instant messaged ]: april
[ You Yelled At ]: krystle
[ You Had A Crush On ]: gordy
[ Who broke Your Heart ]: not getting into that one
[ Kissed ]: gordy

Who do you want to:
[ Kill ]: no one
[ Slap ]: my father
[ Tickle ]: umm him
[ Talk To ]: gordy
[ Have Sex with ]: him
[ Kiss ]: him
[ Be Like ]: uhh

that was a rather boring survey blah

Current mood: bored